I feel as if I’m constantly looking ahead. I guess it’s not necessarily bad, but it has definitely affected my personality.
At the start of a new month, I’m always planning every single week and saying to myself “Oh, I can’t wait until the 8th because…” or “Only one more week until…” Sometimes, I just forget to appreciate where I am right now or am too preoccupied with the future to enjoy something. As of this moment, I’m looking forward to finishing this week off strong and enjoying my Thanksgiving Break.
It’s definitely depressing when I think about how long it’s been since summer. It’s been about 3 months. As soon as school started, all I began thinking about was the following weekend or the next break. School is tough, but I should be enjoying my Junior Year. When I look back at these past 3 months, so much has happened and it’s all flying by so fast. This is the year that really counts, and if I’m too busy hating school, how am I supposed to focus and improve my grades?
